Thursday, December 3, 2009

True Green!

John 15:1 & 5

I can not believe that it has been a whole week since I last posted…and that was just a Thanksgiving shout out!
My life has gone crazy since I started this Bible study about our true identities...according to God! I owe you an apology. I gave in to my feelings and my want to(s) and did not continue coming to this study every day like I should have…needed to do even for myself. I let my own emotions dictate my time instead of taking every thought/emotion under the cause of Christ. I let myself down and you down. But I committ to you now to not let that happen again.

I am receiving the brace today. This has been an emotional hurricane in my life. I shift from strong winds pushing me in many directions to floods of feelings of inadequacy, rejection, and hopelessness. Then I moved into the eye of the storm and found God’s peace and even see a glimpse of His directing hands. Today, I am on the back side of this storm. Though it is still emotionally tumultuous, maybe the worst yet, I know we are nearing the end….where the storm has past and we are left to clean up and rebuild. This time to be found stronger and surer. So continue to pray for me as God rebuilds, reshapes and makes me stronger.

Our verse/s today is John 15:1 & 5. “I am the vine and my father is the vineyard keeper.” “I am the vine; you are the branches. The one who remains in Me and I in him produces much fruit, because you can do nothing without Me.” (CSB)

At first when I looked at it I slightly groaned….like Zoie feels sometimes of Bible stories she has heard many times….I thought, "I know this one too well…What can I learn from this…I’ve even memorized it so that I can say it in my sleep." And just as I tell her, the Father told me, “My Word is living look at it again.”
Wow!
Like the other verses, I started by asking myself, “What does this say about me?” I decided to look at myself as a branch. If I were a true branch on a vine, what would my identity be?
Nothing…apart from the vine. OK, I know you know that...but stick with me for just a moment. Take the branch away from the vine and it becomes just a stick. No longer a branch a stick! No more life comes into it. No food. No water. Sunlight, instead of giving it life, becomes its mortal enemy because the sun will quickly dry a stick out to brittle decay. There is no protection. Nothing left but dried up death.

Looking at this from where I am standing in my hurricane, I gain strength and hope. Because right now I feel emotionally spent…even hungry. Who is my source? Jesus! Not only will I live because Of Him but I will also THRIVE. As the Vine He passes ALL of His same nutrients Including power
Including hope
Including peace
Including trust
Including wisdom
Including ALL HIS RICHES IN GLORY to me!

Look at this verse from the Message “I am the Real Vine and my Father is the Farmer.” “I am the Vine, you are the branches. When you’re joined with me and I with you, the relation is intimate and organic, the harvest is sure to be abundant. Separated, You can’t produce a thing.” (The Message)

In today’s world, where we are looking to be more green…more natural…more organic, how can you be more organic than Jesus…the Alpha and Omega?
The beginning and the end has provided for our every need. Period! The End!

I wrote this post this morning, but could not post it until tonight. I got the brace but it isn't right. I have a call into the doctor, and am now waiting for her to call back. The brace has left me with more pain and less function in even my good leg. Please pray. I needed these verses today. I am not going to wear the brace as it is, so we will see what God can do! He is my Real Vine today.

I love you dear friends.
Please comment on what it means to you to be a branch on the Divine Vine!
Pamela

6 comments:

mpz3 said...

I love you baby,and together we will stay connected to the vine (Jesus). In time, the strength we need is on its way up the vine to make it into our branch. And...it will be right on time!

Kristen Myers said...

Being the mother of two boys who love to play with sticks, I can totally relate to this passage.

You see, when BigGuy and Bird find a stick on the ground, they use it relentlessly. They throw it, beat it, whack others with it, until the stick finally breaks into pieces and is no more.

When they cannot find a stick however, I have witnessed them trying to break a branch off of the nearest tree.

If the branch is not healthy and beginning to die or dry out, they can break off a stick easily.

However, when the branch is receiving the nourishment from the tree and its roots, it remains strongly attached. No matter what my boys attempt to do to break it off, they are met with failure.

Oh, sometimes the branch looks worse for the wear, but it is still attached. It still remains part of the tree. And with some tender love and care from the gardener, the branch becomes whole and healthy once again.

Isn't God good!

Praying for you always!

Amy@LivinginHarmony said...

Isn't it a comfort to know that even if we break that connection to Christ we can still be grafted back. I am praying for you.

Pinkshoelady said...

Thank you all for your comments.
Mr. I you are correct! God is giving us everything we need though like a young branch we do not see our growth potential.
Kristen, Girl I loved this! That illustrates so clear for me how much staying connected to Jesus is essential! I can just see your boys with those sticks! Cracks me up!
Amy, I'm glad I can't count the times I've tried to prune myself. I too am glad that God's grafts are as solid as natural growth.

Thanks so much this has inspired me so much.
I'm shaking my leaves and waving my branch at you right now!
Pamela

Runner Mom said...

You are just precious! I hope that the phone call produced the results you needed for no pain!!I'll be praying for you.

Love ya,
Susan

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